Well 2 days ago I was absolutely fine!
I was happy looking forward to it - people were asking me if I was nervous, I just said no I'm just so excited! Oh how naive of me!
I am not fine I am panicking! My heart is doing over time and that horrid sinking feeling is making me feel like I'm doing rolly polys! I'm starting the think about the short term now instead of the end result like before! The pain! What if it goes wrong? What if I don't wake up?? Breathe tyga breathe!!
I'm panicking about not taking enough money, the flights, the hotels, the taxi drivers, the clinic - honestly you name it, I'm panicking about it!! I'm not normally a worrier! I just do things and get on with it! I guess this is a life changing operation I'm about to have! It will change the way I look forever! Hopefully for the better !
All these years I've been wanting this so badly! Is it really happening? Is my dream actually coming true???? Overwhelming feeling of excitement has just tingled through my veins!!!
Update you soon - I'm off to check in my flights!!!
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